Jessica Alba...

Beauty is one of the companions that Everyman calls forth to accompany him for part of his journey to God. And while beauty can offer some comfort to Everyman, it is the first to depart when man begins the final journey to death.

In a world where nothing is ugly,
how can one describe beauty?
The answer is like a twinkling star,
that seems to go on forever,
or that cache of gold,
at the end of every rainbow.
Describing beauty is impossible,
when everything is beautiful somethin like her...

She has, the most amazing smile.
I can't begin to describe it, just perfect.

Today, she was different with me.
She just knew i was upset, and she was there for me.
She sat and just listened while i told her everything going through my head.
and after she just made me feel better about it all.

But i need to stop liking her.
She twos years older,
which to most of you wont sound like alot really,
but when it means your in uniform, and shes not
it starts to seem bigger.
She doesn't want to be with me.
I know that, but i cant stop liking her.

Its different than with my ex.
With her the attraction was helped by the bickering
and the un-subtle flirting and fighting.
But with her, shes just so nice to me.
And it makes me like her so much more.

this is wrong.
im scared that im fallin for her when she doesnt want anything with me...